young_oldman: (And in the sea that's painted black)
Lu Meng Ziming ([personal profile] young_oldman) wrote 2015-10-28 12:51 am (UTC)

[Oh he doesn't like the implied accusation there, that he's still going to avoid talking to people. It is hard work to win people's trust again though, and it's...fair for Alvin to be that cautious. Just as it's fair for the kids to be furious at him.

But there's a really good reason why he's been avoiding the crystal network, and even reluctant to answer any attempts to communicate with him. With all that's happened today his control over his emotions has completely gone out the window, and without any work to busy him with he's just been left alone with his thoughts.

Thankfully he's also emotionally fatigued right now, otherwise what Alvin would've got would've been far more intense. But there'll be a noticeable, unpleasant buzz at the back of Alvin's mind when Lu Meng responds to the ping; thick, sinking feelings of guilt, frustration and despair, shared through the link.
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Is there something I can do for you, Alvin?

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