[Ever since the first attack, Junko's been occasionally sending things his way. Nothing anybody wants, of course, or well, nothing anyone normal should want. Feelings of terror, dread, anxiety, panic, hopelessness, sorrow, regret, anger, and so on. It's a different approach from what she did with Fulbright. That had been one blast of overwhelming despair after another, but that won't work here. No, what works here is just slowly chipping away at any sort of progress he's made, while occasionally risking doing something more.
Today is unfortunately one of those days. But it's really unfortunate all around since she can't really do what she wants to do. She isn't really privy to any of the truly amazing details about what happened to him. She also...as far as she knows, can't really transmit pain across this thing. And even if she could, it'd be sort of a mess, right? Because without the details she can't really do that. Plus, she might not even know how to feel that sort of pain. It's like the pain of being hit with a baseball bat is totally unlike that of being hit with the actual ball, right? So she wouldn't be any good at it. But that just forces her to get creative.
So once he picks up, there's just this feeling of shock. Like all the air has been forced out of someone's lungs and they just can't breathe or process anything. The kind that usually accompanies some sort of horrible traumatic thing, but she hasn't sent any specifics his way...yet. But there's also fear, anger, despair, and most importantly panic. Most of the emotions he sent her way before marked return to sender. All in the...well, there's no real way to put it besides, hopes of triggering some sort of panic attack.
But hey, if that's not enough, she's more than happy enough to send along some less than pleasant imagery to go with it. Once again, she doesn't have specifics, but she has seen her fair share of truly unpleasant sights. And been the cause of most of them. So accompanying those wonderful terrible feelings are a number of unpleasant sights and sounds. She's being careful here. Everything's sort of zoomed in, so she thinks it'd be hard to tell if it's a memory of things happening to him or something that happened to someone else. Really, she should get some sort of award for mental film editing, but there's the sickening crack of bones breaking, the sound of a sharp object cutting and stabbing its way through the skin, and of course the sound and sights of blood spilling. Oh boy, is there a lot of blood. There's a few other things going on, but what it boils down to would be something akin to generic torture imagery, if such a thing can ever really be called generic. And the whole time this is going on, she'll just ramp up those feelings, while including that one he sent at her. What was it? Anger? Anger at this happening, right? Because while it's truly horrible and awful and oh so despair inducing, it just shouldn't be happening at all, right? Not to him, not to anyone.
But guess what? It totally did! And it could totally happen again, which she sure does want him to think about.]
cw: blood, torture, gore | Image | September, some point after that last one
Today is unfortunately one of those days. But it's really unfortunate all around since she can't really do what she wants to do. She isn't really privy to any of the truly amazing details about what happened to him. She also...as far as she knows, can't really transmit pain across this thing. And even if she could, it'd be sort of a mess, right? Because without the details she can't really do that. Plus, she might not even know how to feel that sort of pain. It's like the pain of being hit with a baseball bat is totally unlike that of being hit with the actual ball, right? So she wouldn't be any good at it. But that just forces her to get creative.
So once he picks up, there's just this feeling of shock. Like all the air has been forced out of someone's lungs and they just can't breathe or process anything. The kind that usually accompanies some sort of horrible traumatic thing, but she hasn't sent any specifics his way...yet. But there's also fear, anger, despair, and most importantly panic. Most of the emotions he sent her way before marked return to sender. All in the...well, there's no real way to put it besides, hopes of triggering some sort of panic attack.
But hey, if that's not enough, she's more than happy enough to send along some less than pleasant imagery to go with it. Once again, she doesn't have specifics, but she has seen her fair share of truly unpleasant sights. And been the cause of most of them. So accompanying those wonderful terrible feelings are a number of unpleasant sights and sounds. She's being careful here. Everything's sort of zoomed in, so she thinks it'd be hard to tell if it's a memory of things happening to him or something that happened to someone else. Really, she should get some sort of award for mental film editing, but there's the sickening crack of bones breaking, the sound of a sharp object cutting and stabbing its way through the skin, and of course the sound and sights of blood spilling. Oh boy, is there a lot of blood. There's a few other things going on, but what it boils down to would be something akin to generic torture imagery, if such a thing can ever really be called generic. And the whole time this is going on, she'll just ramp up those feelings, while including that one he sent at her. What was it? Anger? Anger at this happening, right? Because while it's truly horrible and awful and oh so despair inducing, it just shouldn't be happening at all, right? Not to him, not to anyone.
But guess what? It totally did! And it could totally happen again, which she sure does want him to think about.]