[ The counsellors advised him to stay but he needed to get out, get away from people, find some place where the storm that is his emotions wouldn't hurt anyone. Heaven knows he's blown up enough windows and doors, sent cupboards and all their contents crashing to the floor. The last straw had been the new nurse, that clumsy but good hearted young man who had seen him crouched down in the corner and had made the mistake of reaching for his shoulder in what was likely supposed to be a comforting touch.
The counsellors said it wasn't his fault, but at the end of the day that boy was nursing a dislocated shoulder, three broken figures and a broken jaw. Trapped in his mind and his memories, he hadn't even realised that he'd slammed the poor man on the wall until the group of orderlies were restraining him. Every surface he had touched turned black before crumbling into dust, which was how he's been feeling for the past few days since he returned; crumbling at the slightest brush of contact.
His emotions are out of control. He is out of control.
At least when he's out here alone, he has the small comfort that no one else would need to suffer because of him. But while he can run from society, he can't run from the fear, the grief, the anger and hate. And that's why when Gengar's presence appears, it's a fear that's easily swallowed up by his own emotions, blinding him from the Pokemon's presence....for now. ]
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The counsellors said it wasn't his fault, but at the end of the day that boy was nursing a dislocated shoulder, three broken figures and a broken jaw. Trapped in his mind and his memories, he hadn't even realised that he'd slammed the poor man on the wall until the group of orderlies were restraining him. Every surface he had touched turned black before crumbling into dust, which was how he's been feeling for the past few days since he returned; crumbling at the slightest brush of contact.
His emotions are out of control. He is out of control.
At least when he's out here alone, he has the small comfort that no one else would need to suffer because of him. But while he can run from society, he can't run from the fear, the grief, the anger and hate. And that's why when Gengar's presence appears, it's a fear that's easily swallowed up by his own emotions, blinding him from the Pokemon's presence....for now. ]