...Emizel accidentally lost his temper, and sent a bolt of energy at you. I didn't see that, but I saw you shaking him, shouting that you were going to make sure you wouldn't be killed. I was there for that part, so I can show you that memory if you need proof of what I'm saying.
Red, I think you had a blackout. It happens when your mind goes through immense stress because something reminded you of a terrible event, one that scarred you in the past and still does. When that happens, it triggers a flashback to that event. Your conscious mind will then shut down to help you cope with the stress; that's why you suffer a memory gap. Meanwhile, your body thinks that it's back in the past, and it reacts aggressively and violently as part of a survival instinct against the perceived threat.
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Red, I think you had a blackout. It happens when your mind goes through immense stress because something reminded you of a terrible event, one that scarred you in the past and still does. When that happens, it triggers a flashback to that event. Your conscious mind will then shut down to help you cope with the stress; that's why you suffer a memory gap. Meanwhile, your body thinks that it's back in the past, and it reacts aggressively and violently as part of a survival instinct against the perceived threat.