[Okay. He can do this. Maybe. Well this IS Alvin. Getting deep and honest can be tricky.]
I am afraid of hurting her again. [Of course Luey isn't going to learn about what happened the first go around unless he asks. Just not the time nor does he really want to get into it now.] And I am afraid I'm not good enough to be what she needs. You know how I am, and I know how I can be.
Most of all, I don't want to screw things up again. I know I won't do anything stupid on purpose, but I don't feel confident about it.
[Mental exhale.]
There, that's basically it. For all if my bravado about everything else, on this I'm a coward.
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[Okay. He can do this. Maybe. Well this IS Alvin. Getting deep and honest can be tricky.]
I am afraid of hurting her again. [Of course Luey isn't going to learn about what happened the first go around unless he asks. Just not the time nor does he really want to get into it now.] And I am afraid I'm not good enough to be what she needs. You know how I am, and I know how I can be.
Most of all, I don't want to screw things up again. I know I won't do anything stupid on purpose, but I don't feel confident about it.
[Mental exhale.]
There, that's basically it. For all if my bravado about everything else, on this I'm a coward.